Excessively melodramatic sigh.

Well, I've certainly learned a lot about myself. I need to stop taking things for granted, I need to let go of the past (because I have a tendency to turn things into a festering lump of ick), and I need to learn to enjoy myself a bit more.

I also need to moderate my social interactions. I'm totally unaccustomed to them. All this manic, I need to depressive a bit to balance out. Incidentally, this is generally whingey, so you shouldn't worry about this, Person Who I'm Staying With (Big Brother Is Watching).

Anyway. I've got a lot of improvements to myself I need to make before I start building up that funky-doo self-esteem stuff again. Jyiis kinda shot down my ideas for the Fyliss storyline, so I've been kind-of questioning it. That's pretty bad, 'cause I've been having trouble locking into it and committing myself to a project, but, maybe she has a point. It *is* a bit of a re-hash, lots of stuff you've seen before, lots of similar elements, and I just don't have the scientific background to back up my story.

*cough*

Plus I totally exaggerate everything and keep nothing sacred. O.o

Er...yes. Well, if she DOES read this, she'll think I'm having a right go at her, which I sort-of...am, but then, that's good, because sometimes you gotta get crunk out of your system. *shrug* Plus she was mean. *Forced Sob. Forced Sob.*

~Ayrn